Chocolates n HK Dramas:)

I wish you were here...

2012-02-17T22:25:00.001+08:00

The whole 'I miss all my frieds alot' situation didn't really hit me hard until now. I realised how much I missed all my friends from PL. Sure, I have friends here but they're not the same. I don't behave the same way as I did with you guys. I feel less free to be myself when I'm with them. I really really really miss you guys. :'(

I want to...

2012-02-10T20:06:00.001+08:00

I want to escape. Yet I can't. But I know the harder it gets, the worse I'll feel. All the more I should work harder to get out of this place ASAP. Hopefully, I won't have to retain and this would just be two years. Only to me, this would be two very long and tiring years. I long so much to escape...

2012-02-10T20:01:00.001+08:00

I hate it. I feel as though they've invaded into my private space, even though it's just a simple group.

And I can't breathe, without you, but I have to...

2012-02-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

I need more time to adjust. I miss having a life where I was familiar with most of the things in it. I hate being in an unfamiliar setting. I hate change and it's taking me so much effort and so long to adjust to. It's like a whole different life... :'(

Panic Attack

2012-02-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

I cry, or feel like vomiting or get some other similar symptoms whenever I get a panic attack. One such example is now. I'm so afraid I don't get to appeal for cross combi that I feel like crying. Okay, I'm tearing actually. Plus, the scare I got when there was a blackout just now and my parents were not home doesn't help either. Life sucks.

Second day

2012-02-01T14:16:00.001+08:00

The second day of school seemed so much better than the first. Perhaps it was due to us having so many sample lectures and I felt that there was no need to attend most of them so we didn't attend, which granted us a lot of time and enabled us to leave earlier. So I went to buy my uniforms today and I regretted not bringing money yesterday because the queue was so long. I queued for more than an hour! I still feel tired though, perhaps I should start sleeping earlier. On top of the friend I made yesterday(Her name's Jia Ming), I made a new friend today! Her name is Joycelyn(I think it's spelt like that) and she seemed really nice. I'm writing this post on the bus so that I won't fall asleep on the bus. Taking a different bus today because I hope to find a bus that takes a much shorter time to get me home :) But judging by the route this bus takes, it would take me a shorter time to get home normally but not at peak hours. It goes along the road to ECP, Eunos area, which means that the traffic would be extremely heavy during peak hours. I'm itching to take some nice photos, yet I don't have any subjects in mind. Ohwells.

School and Orientation

2012-01-31T20:08:00.001+08:00

It's only the first day and I already have such negative thoughts about school. It isn't that I don't like the JC(I think it's too early to determine how much I like it), I simply dislike the Orientation programme. In fact, I hate Orientation programmes. They're fun only for people who are enthu and they automatically think that you will definitely enjoy the programmes. I find the Orientation programme too long and draggy and it has already taken up most of my energy. I hardly have the energy left to type this. I have no idea how I'm going to survive thurs, fri and sat's orientation. Tmr should be fine, since it's pretty much like today. However, saturday, orientation takes up the ENTIRE day, from 7.30 am to 10.00 pm. Seriously, this just ruined my saturday plans. Oh and we're supposed to go for this mass dance thing on fri evening, 6-8pm. WTS. Further ruin my plans. There're people coming to my house on friday for dinner! Urgh. And my coordination sucks so I dislike dancing.

Oh, did I mention, the school emphasizes on holistic development, which is kinda like PL all over again. Why? Because of all the leadership stuff. And to think I wanted to run away from that so I can enjoy my JC life but no, the JC I chose happens to emphasize on leadership too. Gosh, I hope I survive my next two years.

I'm actually pretty intimidated by everything. Once lessons start, it's going to be like sec 3 and 4 life all over again, except much more stressful. Also, despite having so many of 4A2 classmates in the same school, most of them are opting to take science. If I don't pass my appeal for cross combination, I'll be the only one there taking arts... :( Sigh. At least I fulfil the pre-requisites for the university courses I want to take...

The bus journey from the JC is so long I fall asleep pretty easily on the bus and when I get home or back to my grandma's house, I'm exhausted. Somehow, now I kind of regret my choice. But I'm still unsure. Would Nanyang have been a better choice? Or even poly?

7 Days In Life

2012-01-26T17:20:00.001+08:00

I'm back to my TVB dramas! :) 7 days in life is about the lives of people who happen to be trapped in this hotel for 7 days after one of the occupants is diagnosed with H1N1 amd they had to quarantine the entire hotel for 7 days. So these 2 professional thieves are trapped, along with everyone else (which includes the workers, a kidnapper and the kid, a prostitute, a policeman looking for the kid etc). During these 7 days, people change and a whole chain of complicated events happen.

*Spoiler Alert*
So these 2 professional thieves are lovers too. The guy has terminal illness and is trying to stop the girl from loving him because he knows that he is dying soon. So he went on to do a whole load of bad stuff but in the end, the girl found out and refused to leave him. So he left her and 1 year later, she is seen having his kid and still searching for him. Aww, so sweet. So i took this pic from the net then added the words, which are lyrics from "What a wonderful world". The drama made use of this song quite a lot throughout so I kind of consider it a theme song. Hee. Sonija and Steven look sweet together. ^.^

School [about to] Reopen(s)

2012-01-26T17:11:00.001+08:00

Sigh. In just a few days, we'll have to return to school, slog our guts out for anth two years, wait for results like this again. Then, we'll have to decide where we would like to go. After that, another few years of school and we're free(unless you want a higher degree).

Of course, there's still a pretty long way to go. But time passes quickly... I feel as if I've wasted the entire holiday away. Ohwells.

My nails :)

2012-01-15T20:04:00.001+08:00

2012-01-15T10:30:00.002+08:00

Just changed my blogskin. But if i were to upload pics, it would cut off half of the pic... :( Heck. Ohwells.

Bought new nail polish! Shall upload the pics in another post. :) The past week was basically just visiting of JCs and submitting JAE. Honestly, I don't think I actually did that well. I was kind of aiming for 8 points. Yet I got 10. Still, I could have gotten much worse so I thank God for my results. Anyway, I placed TJC as my first choice. My second and third choices are both NYJC. Sigh, after I submitted my JAE, I kind of regretted placing TJC as my first choice. TJ is rather far so daily commute would take me about 1 1/2 to 2 hours altogether. Also, I applied for arts stream but I want to take cross combination: Physics, Maths, Geog and Econs. In order to apply for that in TJ, I'll need a raw score of 9, which I missed by 1. 1 freaking point. And so, I'll have to appeal and it would be difficult for me to get in. So let's say I do not get into the cross combi, I'll have to take Lit instead of Physics... :( I don't want to take lit and Lit won't get me to many places as compared to Physics...

Hence, I'd rather get into NYJC, where commute takes only about 1 hr or less in total and I qualify for the cross combi there. Moreover, the combinations there are more flexible as compared to TJ. Sigh, TJ may be a better JC, yet NYJC has more benefits. So I kind of regret my choices... Oh, and NYJC starts school pretty late too! I got stuck at 5th choice so for my 5th and 6th choice, I anyhow put AJC and SRJC.

WOW, ranted so much already. Going out with Nowell, Sheryl, Li Tong n Karl on thurs! Can't wait. Too bad Xue Wen can't make it... Ciao!

Friends

2012-01-06T06:45:00.001+08:00

I thank the Lord for all my friends. He sent them into my life and I'm grateful to have them in my life. My friends are wonderful people who support me in times of need when my family cannot be there. They're fun to be with and well, I love them all. My friends bring great joy in my life. :)

2012-01-03T21:54:00.001+08:00

Check this out:
http://growingtallerguide.com/index.php/53/grow-taller-exercises-to-increase-your-height/

I'm really desperate to grow taller amd since this doesn't actually hurt, hey, why not try it?

Anyway, life has been pretty boring actually. I simply laze around at home doing nothing. Sometimes, I get inspired and try to write but I can never get pass chapter 1. I have the entire story roughly planned out but not the details. So I kind of get stumped there. Another thing is that I realise that my writing has deteriorated. My phrasings and grammer's all weird and it makes my story suck, big time. Ohwells. That's the result of laying at home and doing nothing for 2 months...

Just go with it

2011-12-29T22:09:00.001+08:00

Just go with it is such a nice movie! I watched it yesterday night and Jennifer Aniston is sooooo pretty! No wonder she was voted as Hottest woman. Seriously,even I, a straight girl thinks she's hot. Anyways, the movie is too sweet! Eek! Loved it so much! Ahh.. I'm such a hopeless romantic

My Farewell to you

2011-12-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

I know I can't go and see you off, I'm terribly sorry about that. I'll miss you, I definitely will, especially since I wouldn't be able to send out smses to usher in special events lyk new year's and V-day. You've been a great friend to me and I thank you for the past four years. It hurts to know that you're leaving but I guess it's just part of life. I love you and I'll miss you. :') Please remember me and keep in touch.

I try not to...

2011-12-29T21:45:00.001+08:00

I try not to think, just so the pain wouldn't come. And yet it does. It comes and it hurts. And sad songs don't help either, because they just make it worse.

2011-12-19T17:17:00.001+08:00

Today's the release of N-level results and Zoe's the TOP SCORER of our school! Woots! Congrats!

Anyway, thinking abt them getting back their results makes me worry about the day I get mine back. I'm so desperate for an 8 points (before minusing) that I'm super duper scared. Sigh...

2011-12-08T14:37:00.001+08:00

I FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING MY QUEEN. The middle was boring but the ending was soooooo sweet and nce! I cried.

Oh here's the cover for Zhong Wu Yan. Argh!! I love that show sooo much! And I think Cheryl and Maggie look abit alike here. ^.^

The other pic's when Howard asked someone to help Wu Yan with her makeup and it covered her birthmark! Howard's soooo sweet and nice. He's in the background btw. ^.^

鍾無艷

2011-12-07T12:13:00.001+08:00

I never ever thought that I woyld one day, run ou of HK dramas to watch. It's not because I watched everything but because I simply do not have a proper drama that I'm interested in... :(

And so I turned to taiwanese dramas. Which before I watched 鍾無艷, my total taiwanese drama headcount was:1,ONE,OU EN EE. It was called Love Queen or smth. I liked the actress pretty much so I went to see what other shows she acted in. And I found 鍾無艷. It is sooooo nice. I liked 鍾無艷 so much. In fact, I think its so much better than 败犬女王,which I'm currently struggling to complete because I kinda got bored around episode 13-15... It has 21 episodes!!!! I have to finish this before watching anth drama.

Ok, back to 鍾無艷. This show is about Empress 鍾無艷, who was born ugly with a huge birth mark on her face. They re-invented the characters and placed them in the 21st century. Super nice. So I decided to read up on this empress after the show and to my surprise, I read that the empress was actually really hideously ugly and yet was smart, intelligent and nice. She only married the emperor in her late forties and early fifties... 0.0 that was so far away from what I watched in the drama because even without the makeup and with the birthmark, the actress I like was still really pretty and was in her twenties-early thirties!

Anyway, I think this drama is better than 败犬女王 and worth to watch. :)

2011-12-06T01:28:00.001+08:00

Perhaps I'm just scared. Not of you, obviously. Yet, I feel like I've been such a bitch. I suppose I shouldn't keep on dragging and thinking that you'll still be here because you won't still be here. I'm sorry.

我的一些想法

2011-12-06T01:06:00.001+08:00

你知不知道，我被自己搞到很混乱。可能是因为我看太多连续剧了，也可能因为我想象力太丰富了。但最近，在我脑海中的，全都是无聊的想法。这些所谓的想法，被我认定为无聊，是因为它们是在我发白日梦的期间想出来的。而且，我也知道这些幼稚的白日梦，在这个现实以残酷的世界，是不会成真的。在这个世界里，不是一切都像童话一样，最终是好人得逞。要是认为凡事都像童话一样，有个完美的结局，那你也太傻了吧。完美结局，对我来说，已经没有以前那个意义了。有人曾经说：你以为一辆车铲上行人路，你旁边那个人会扶着你啊？他不推你出去死，你就偷笑拉。其实，这句话也不是完全没道理。但是，我认为他会不会推你去死，这就要看你旁边的人是谁。可能就在这一克，我们才能感受到，其实我们并不需要一个完美的结局，而是需要一个可以在危险中扶持我们的人。

2011-12-03T13:35:00.001+08:00

I'm missing you sooo much....

2011-11-22T09:52:00.001+08:00

Oh and Taiwan people can be really rude. They push and shove you if you get in their way. Oh and there are motorcycles everywhere and they don't let you walk across even if it was a zebra crossing. Mean. I don't really have a good impression of people here. I remember how nice people were in Korea, Australia etc. But here?

Taiwan

2011-11-22T09:50:00.001+08:00

Taiwan has been pretty good actually. But we usually get really tired when night falls so I can hardly walk then. Hehe, i just sit down with my grandparents ^.^

Day 1:

We went to some nightmarket in Taichung the first night. It was alright, the food there was just average. I bought a watch! :)

Day 2:

The next day we went... Wait, i can't remember... We went to hsingchu? I can't rmb what we did there but I think we went to some paddy rice museum thing and made our own scarecrows. They actually did look rather cute but were rather useless so we kinda left them there. We also went to sun moon lake. Quite a beautiful place. We had hakka food for dinner. It was awesome.

Day 3:

Sorry. I have to consult my camera again. We went to some fruit place. They sold lotsa tomatoes there and they were so pretty they looked artificial. Tried some and they were delicious. :) Ooh ooh! We went to Leofoo village next. Haha, Rochelle was so daring. She's only like 9 and she wanted to sit on all the exciting rides. Rachel accompanied her throughout whilst Rebekah and I were like... We were afraid of so many rides. Lol. We sat on the viking,on the first row whilst Rochelle and Rachel sat at the second last. LOL. Rebekah and I held on to my bro the entire time. Haha. We went to try the other rides. There was this mini-viking thing that could turn round and round. This time Rebekah and I sat at the last row. This one was fun,maybe cos it was a kiddy ride. Hehe. We sat on a mini-coaster too. Really cool. I had fun there ^.^

Day 4:
We went to some garden place. Really pretty and you could smell the sweet smell of flowers everywhere :)
Oh we went to jiufen too! I loved it there. It was like a market, with beautiful scenery!!! Then we went to tien lai hot spring resort. Wow. Sitting in the hot spring facing mountains and flowers and the vast sky. That was such a beautiful picture. It was exactly what I experienced. Then we saw the sunset. After that, we went to Shihlin and Ximending. Not really what I expected since Shihlin was different frkm other night markets. It looked more like a wet market. Oh an I saw somethig at ximending which we won't see in SG. People pushing their carts away when the police came.

2011-11-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry. My throat doesn't feel good. My left ear hurts. I have so many problems. I always do. Okay. Shall off my phone and go to sleep now.

2011-11-17T19:24:00.001+08:00

It hurts. Letting go hurts. It really does. As I lpok at our pictures, the pictures we took together, I realised that I can't lose them. Sure, we'll still be able to keep in touch but it would be different, wouldn't it? I have never really treasured friendship like that. Perhaps it's because I never really understood or experienced such closeness and how wonderful it is to have friends like that.

Kellie Pickler

2011-11-17T15:03:00.001+08:00

This woman is freaking funny on Ellen. She can be pretty dumb and oh gosh, idk how to describe her. But she's a pretty good singer. I just realised most of the music i like is country music. I mean,c'mon,Taylor Swift,Kellie Pickler,Carrie Underwood? They all sing country music.

2011-11-17T15:01:00.001+08:00

I feel so cut off from the world today. I spent the entire morning up til now watching The Amazing Race season 19. Pretty good so far. Hee. But i haven't been online

I don't know what I'd do without you

2011-11-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

I really don't. I hate that lonely feeling.

I thought I would be stupid

2011-11-13T15:17:00.001+08:00

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[X] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[] You have ran into a tree.
[] You didn’t know it’s not possible to lick your own elbow.
[] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[] You just tried to sing them.
[] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X] You have choked on your own spit.
[] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice..
[] You just looked at it.
[] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[x] People have called you slow.
[] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[] You have caught yourself drooling.
[] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[] You have eaten a bug.
[] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
[] You break a lot of things. doorknobs, eggs, houses
[] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[] You’ve never been on the coolest site for facebook stuff: facebookcraze.com

Total = 5

If you get 6 or more you are Stupid!

2011-11-13T15:13:00.001+08:00

1. What is your current ringtone?
Some robot sound thing that actually sounds like a duck. It's hilarious.

2. What is your current wallpaper?
Maggie!!! <3<3<3

3. Do you own a picture phone?
yep

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
Hmm,gimme a min to upload it.

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
Excuse me. How do I count the 10th msg when all msgs on my phone are displayed lyk its a chat?!

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
Idk how to find tht out.

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Mummy

9. What service do you have?
?? Din rly understand ur question.

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
3

11. Who’s on your speed dial numbers?
Nobody

12. Do you have voicemail?
Not tht i know of

13. How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they?
Seriously?! 10.
Joy,Joyce,Joann,Jasmin,jerlyn

14. Who do you call the most?
Mum

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
I dun freaking count them! I can't believe this. The creator of this quiz actually has less of a life than me. I mean,seriously! Who counts the no of smses he/she gets each
Month?!?!??

16. Can you send pictures?
Yeah

17. What are the first 2 digits to your number?
98

18. Go to your sent texts…what does the first one say?
Like I said, it doesn't wrk this way on this phone

19. What about the 10th?
Pls read the above

20. Who’s the last person that you called?
Mum

22. Last person that texted you?
Sheryl

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
What the shit is this.

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
How wld I know?!

25. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Ahma house

26. Wanna give out your number?
Sure. It's 999.

2011-11-13T15:05:00.001+08:00

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here:
11.1 Fuels and Crude oil

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?
A chair

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Some not nice kampong show

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
3.00

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2.58

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The fan

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Abt an hour ago. Buying lunch.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The clock

9. What are you wearing?
Clothes.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes. It was frightening.

11. When did you last laugh?
This morning

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Paint.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Nope

14. What do you think of FacebookCraze.com?
What's tht?!

15. What is the last film you saw?
I think it was smurfs

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A house,a car,books. Many many things. Oh and I wld want to sponsor many kids.

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know
I love rain

18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would you change?
I would ensure that there's enough food and water for every single person on earth for their entire lifetime

19. Do you like to dance?
Nope

20. What do you think of the president?
He's old.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Hehe. You really gonna ask me this?! Alexis/Victoria/Mandy so many choices. ^.^

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jake/James/Will

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes! Definitely as long as my entire family inclusive of my grandparents come along.

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
Thank you for accepting me as your child.

Wattpad

2011-11-12T15:14:00.001+08:00

I discovered this app months ago. I was looking for ebooks to read then when I came across this app. Since then, I've been reading stories off the app. I could have written some of my own but hey, we Sec 4/5 peeps don't have much of a life with O levels right? So all I could do was to read, which is my passion. I've come across many good stories with great plots,pretty alright grammer and spelling. Of course, there are also those with really terrible grammer and spelling. I simply skipped those. Anyway,this application is called Wattpad and it's online too. It's an awesome place to read from and they've got stories of all kinds. So go on and start reading!

I'd reccommend reading xangelsmomx and hmcghee's stories if you like romance and chick-lit types. I especially love xangelsmomx's The Rented Husband, which she is still in the midst of writing.

Oh and I was reading Lynette's blog post when I found out she reads stories on wattpad too!!! Haha, if you read this and have an account on wattpad, look for me. I'm NightLady, and ignore the stories in my library cos i accidentally added some of them and wanted to delete them but I haven't figured out how to remove them from my library. Hehe. Cos those books ain't very good stories.

2011-11-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

Okay. I think I have OCD or some anxiety disorder. Well, i thought I had anxiety disorder at first but after I searched my "symptoms" online, I found out it's actually OCD. I'm afraid of my loved ones dying. I always think of such thoughts when I go overseas... And this constant worrying is a part of OCD. Weird.

2011-11-08T19:39:00.001+08:00

I'm so afraid. I'm so afraid that I can't go on the trip. I know it's selfish of me to think this way... Reallyselfish actually.

Sleeeeeepy

2011-11-06T15:30:00.001+08:00

Totally craving for this bak chor mee. Din get to eat it yst cos if i did, i wld have had to wait for 40mins...

I feel so sleepy, staring at my geog tb n nothing ever goes in. I dun lyk human geog. Phys geog is easier amd more interesting to memorise. Glad this is common sense.

So looking forward til O lvl ends cos i bet time will pass faster than this :)

Something I have to get off my chest, but not on twitter

2011-11-01T17:37:00.001+08:00

Amaths sort of killed me today. I lost about 4-5 marks for paper 1 and 13-15 marks for paper 2. So my current amaths percentage is about 88.5. hopefully, after moderation amd strict marking by the Cambridge examiners, I can still get my A1...

Maths went pretty well. Yet I still had careless mistakes... Ohwell, i have confidence of an A1 for
that.

I felt like I screwed up Lit but i rly dunno what to expect for it so Imma ignore that.

I felt lyk chem was ok yet alot of ppl say its difficult. So I'm really really scared I can't get an A1 for that...

Memories

2011-10-14T19:30:00.001+08:00

Memories came flooding back to me when I met her again today, for the second time this year. I never knew tht I'd miss her so much. She was like a sister-figure to me. I remember all the fun times we had. Today, when I met her again, our brief exchange cheered me up so much, I'm still happy. It's been a long time since I've been this happy and excited. I really thank God for having her in my life. :)

Weirdo

2011-10-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I'm weird like that. I did that to my nail cos I was too bored n then I cut it off so I won't have those monster nails anymore. LOL.

I'm feeling so negative these days. I want to give up so much. Yet, I reread my blog posts today and saw this and it gave me the strength to carry on.

Jesus Take The Wheel

2011-10-08T19:20:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to Jesus Take the Wheel by Carrie Underwood. It's super nice n meaningful especially during this tough time when we're so near to O levels and I'm growing so tired of this life that I feel like giving up. Yet I know that I can always find solace in Him.

This had to come NOW. Seriously?!
You make me all hyped up and excited that I'm not in the mood to study. Still, I can't wait for O lvls to end so I can watch this drama and I also really really wanna buy the TVB magazine vol.746!
But Idk when or where to get it in SG n since my mum sometimes doesn't allow me to get magazines, this may have to be the first time I sneak a magazine home. This is the first magazine I really really have to get my hands on no matter what.

2011-09-25T19:08:00.001+08:00

Perhaps I'm the only one to see your true colours? I dun know what they all see in you though. Because to me, you're just anth bully behind their backs.

My Fairytale Land

2011-09-25T19:07:00.001+08:00

I Don't Ever Want This To Be Repeated Again

2011-09-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

I hate my life. I really do. To the extent that I still don't see the point in working so hard. I don't see any results. Study so much and yet the results are still not there.

But still, life isn't perfect. I've heard of stories of people who study really hard and get great results but they normally end up with no friends/cool friends and are normally bullied. You can say I'm Stereotyping n i think that's what I'm doing.

Toying with a new app

2011-09-11T14:56:00.001+08:00

Melbourne. Beautiful city which i kinda miss. :) i love this new app that allows me to do this to my pics. It's really fun. :)

2011-09-11T09:57:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. Saw this on tumblr... Funny! N true.

USS n Smurfs movie! :)

2011-09-10T17:38:00.001+08:00

Went to UNiversal studios last fri. Got bored aft lyk half a day cos we sorta ran outta things to do... We kinda wasted money but hey! I took a lot of pics! :) there's my new york apartment n my castle! ;)

Anw, we went to watch Smurfs movie n eat ice cream at Galaré at suntec :) finally found my substitute for royal copenhagen Macadamia Ice Cream! :) yumyum :P gosh, i love macadamia ice cream so
Much...

Lalalalalala

2011-09-10T17:30:00.001+08:00

Haha! Just downloaded the blogger app so now i can add pic to my blog posts! Which blogwriter doesn't allow... -_-
See? Tht's my baby cousin's bday pressie n cake. Today's tht lil sweetie's birthday!

2011-08-08T22:05:00.001+08:00

人总不能活在从前，
而应该向前看，
走完那条又远、又长的路。
这条路并不容易走，
但我们还是应该坚持下去，
走完这条漫长的路。

2011-07-30T14:00:00.001+08:00

I'd like to sponsor a child. It's $45 a mth but I still can't afford it even if i tried my best to save half my allowance. I guess tht'll have to wait til I start working

2011-07-03T09:28:00.001+08:00

I just saw her for the first time in 4 years. I think it was her. Her parents called her name and I recognised her and her mother. She still talks the same way, with that slight mumble and she's changed so much. I dun think she recognised me though. I kinda miss those times...

2011-06-21T12:35:00.001+08:00

Life isn't as easy as it seems. I don't get why I strive so hard for results I'll never get. Two of the top 5 regrets dying people have is working too hard and not being more happy. I have no choice but this two apply to me, not that I work very hard but it kinda applies to the effort I'm putting in now. Much effort, little results. Yet in the end, nobody gets out of life alive anyway. So what's the point of trying so hard and ending up being unhappy? Life, you suck.

2011-06-19T09:56:00.001+08:00

I've been so emo lately. Flaring into tempers really easily, crying and everything. I'm hardly happy...

We're a week away from prelims. I'm almost done with chem. Just organic chem and electrolysis left. I shall try to memorise by today and start on SS tmr. I should start physical geog on wed and end by fri. The last two days shall be used for revising chem because although I hope that I can retain the information and already memorised them, there'll be some that just can't stay in there...

I think I'm really stressed out. That prob accounts for my mood changes. I know that this prelim will be very difficult and my parents wouldn't understand no matter how i explain to them. They never do.

2011-05-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

I realised now that I have to try even harder than before. That is, if I want to be with ______. if not, i'm never gonna make it.

2011-05-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

I dislike the education system so badly. I don't understand why the standard is so much higher compared to other country when majority of what we learnt won't even be used by us in future. Seriously. If you're gonna be in business in future, why do you need to know how rivers are created, what distributaries are and what's sin2x + cos2x?! I want so much to go overseas to study. Obviously I can't. Urgh.

2011-05-06T07:01:00.001+08:00

Why do you do this to me time and time again? Why can't you put me first for once, like I do most of the time for you?

2011-05-03T15:33:00.001+08:00

I expected myself to do very well today. But alas, I failed. What's more, I made myself look retarded.

2011-04-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

I feel so lonely tonight. No one to talk to ontwitter or anth. Just me. Alone. In this room. Listening to my own music. Sad. Scared. And hungry...

2011-04-06T13:58:00.001+08:00

Perhaps you don't know, but to me, you are like the sister(s) I never had. That's why you mean so much to me. But our time is short and soon, you'll leave me. I hope that we will stay in touch. All of you who mean so much to me.

2011-04-03T21:21:00.001+08:00

OMG. Lynette Ee's blog posts are hilarious. Her recent posts bout my yahoo msg n the fake wtv IQ quiz shyt is hilarious. Cos I dun cook. Nv did. :) 1)Not rly allowed. 2)too lazy. Only cook maggi mee ^.^

Haha. I'm still ROFL-ing over her posts. Gna ask Karen to go see

2011-03-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

Urgh. I should've gone earlier. I was looking forward to a few hours of me-time at Nex. Choosing my own food happily, walking around, checking out the stores and everything. Was about to set off when they called to say they were coming back. Thanks. My hopes, happiness and excitement are all crushed.

2011-03-11T22:44:00.001+08:00

I'm craving for Royal Copenhagen Ice Cream sooooo much. I miss the times in Australia when we would eat it every single night. I really want to go back to Brisbane and Melbourne.... I love Australia sooo much!

Btw, Karen, if you're reading this,
YOU HAVE TO EAT ROYAL COPENHAGEN ICE CREAM WHEN U'RE IN AUSSIE! Try the macadamia flavour! Its delish! :D

2011-02-11T16:59:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.And pissed off with the way you guys plan stuff. There's no way i'll pay for that useless thing. If I don't want to buy, you can't make me unless it's got to do with academics. However, what you want me to pay for is more of entertainment(to others if they buy but not me) unlike other things we buy for our studies. Hence, there's no way you can make me buy it, especially since it doesn't benefit me at all.

2011-01-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

I didn't realise how much i missed the primary school until this morning when I saw a teacher whom i kinda liked back then shading a pupil from the rain with her umbrella. It was kinda sweet seeing her do this and it brought back memories of her being nice and kind and yet at the same time strict and fierce. I really want to go back and see them all again but I fear that they may no longer remember me. By then, it's kinda pointless to go back...

"oh, its what you do to me"

2011-01-25T21:41:00.001+08:00

Hey there, Delilah was playing when i noticed that you replied.

It is what you do to me...

2011-01-23T17:12:00.001+08:00

I feel so exhausted... I dun know why but i do...

I rly dislike my new tuition tchr.

There're so many things i feel like complaining about but i won't do it here.

The only thing bringing me through everything is my friends, oh and my hk drama and stuff.

I can only escape from this harsh reality through dramas and books and my
Phone.

If only i can travel to anth world like through books or smth liddat...

2011-01-16T18:04:00.001+08:00

Just went to zhui xing. I SAW MY BELOVED MAGGIE N SHE SMILED AT Me. Ahhh, melting now. Lol.

My Fala pictures turned out better than my Maggie ones even though i only took like 2!!!!!! :(((((((( but still go some of her ^.^ i wished i had a dslr with me!!!!! And and and, MAGGIE SMILED AT ME!!!!! She looked in my direction and smiled at me! Main reason prob cos i kept running right in front of her trying to get good pics.

2011-01-16T09:26:00.001+08:00

I'm depressed.
I really really really really want to go see Maggie at Jurong Point or even fetch er at the airport but because there's no one to go with me and Mummy said i most probably won't see a thing also, I ain't going...
I want to go for Taylor Swift's concert too. But because the tickets are expensive and the timing, mummy and my aunt doesn't allow me and my cuz to go.

On another note, I'm really thankful for friends because:
1)Brenda's going and helping me take pics
2)Rebecca's going to T-Swift concert and helping me buy merchandise
3)Li Tong is asking her dad to look out for T-Swift stuff and to buy for her, Rebecca and Me. :)))

2011-01-11T11:41:00.001+08:00

What would life be without you?

I don't want that day to ever come but it will. And i'm dreading that day...

2011-01-10T19:24:00.001+08:00

The world is against me today.

2011-01-10T17:27:00.001+08:00

I need something nice, comfortable and soft to hug... Like my bolster n blankie

2011-01-10T16:50:00.001+08:00

Why is it that you can get a higher grade than me and yet you didn't really study and i did?

Oh wells, life is unfair. I can't say if i'm satisfied with my current grade or not, dropping HCL will be an option only if i discuss with my parents and they approve... Sigh. Life is so full of choices you don't know which one's right and which one's wrong...

2011-01-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

I just realised how little I blog. Like seriously. Really Really little. I mean, in 2010, i only had lyk 23 posts? That's lyk about 2 per month. LOL. Ok, I shall write about New Year's eve now.

New Year's Eve was really really fun. ^.^ Went to Auntie Linda's house(another one of mum's friends) for dinner. Everyone gathered around and watched whilst Uncle Wilson cooked Aglio Olio. (Hope I spelled it right) It was lyk LOL. Rachel and I were also standing there watching whilst the rest of the kids were playing in Kiefer's playroom. A lot of the adults asked us to watch n learn how to cook, LOL. We did some "crab" talk because they were cooking crabs and Rachel and I kept smiling in a weird manner at Elaine jiejie. I think she was a lil creeped out cos she told some other adults of the way we looked at her. HAHA. But it was fun. :D We had dinner, played with iphones/ipods, watched TV and played abit. Rachel and I were the only teens so it was lyk... HAHA. Her sis, Rochelle, jumped over me on the sofa and she sort of had fun doing that for awhile...

We went to Auntie Irene's place next. To countdown and look at fireworks.

Baby you're my firework

We kinda reached there lyk 2 minutes away from 12am so we rushed upstairs and reached when the TV ppl were lyk counting "3..2..1!!!" Rushed to the balcony and saw lyk A WHOLE LOAD OF FIREWORKS!!!!! There were lyk fireworks coming from lyk 4-6 directions, each from a different place. It was super cool! Haha! Never seen so much fireworks before. It lasted for a good 5-10mins. Then we had ice-cream and stayed there for a bit before heading home.

2010-12-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

Did some photoshopping today! Heh! So happy! Did up a banner and my blog pic. ^.^ I think it's a lil small. Nvm. That's it for today. I finally figured out the layer mask thing. Hee! :D I did a banner of Maggie!

Here it is! :D

And the one I did for the blog is already up! :D Anyway, I know it's not like super nice but I'm quite satisfied. After all, this is lyk the second time I've completed banners, so I'm still like a lousy beginner. :D ^.^

2010-12-25T20:52:00.001+08:00

Heh! It's Christmas today. :))) merry x'mas!!!! Haha! Had so much fun at my mum's friend's place. Got a lot of presents there! :))) I received like 5 or 6 pressies this year! Last yr i got lyk much much less i think. Hee. Soo happy! Mum's friend gave me n my bro headphones! And it's in pink!!!! :)))

2010-12-18T14:20:00.003+08:00

After a long long long time, I've decided to blog about my Australia Trip. LOL. Was too lazy to do that previously. I might add in a few pics if blogger allows me...

Day1:
Basically, there wasn't much cos Day 1 was the day we went to take the plane to Brisbane. So one day wasted liddat cos it was a night flight.:P

Day 2:
We reached Brisbane in the morning. :) Then we took the coach to the ferry terminal to take the ferry to Moreton/Tangalooma Island. Both names work so... LOL. I had so much fun there. Slept throughout the ferry ride. Once we reached, we had lunch, checked-in and regret. We booked two rooms but they had like four beds in each room. WASTE MONEY... LOL. Next, we went to the sand desert and went for a four-wheel drive ride. The guide told us that this was the second or third, I can't remember, largest sand island in the whole world. It was created by longshore drift. Australia really tested me on my geog because all the terms came out. :) Heh. When we reached the "desert", we found out that the desert wasn't as big as we thought it would be. We climbed up the more than 12 storeys high sand dune(this is true, it rly was that high) and went sand tobogganing! Once in a lifetime man. When I looked over the other side of the sand dune, I was hoping I don't fall towards THAT side. When I went down, it was like, sand all over. Scraped my right knee.

Went back to the hotel to bathe and rest after that. Aft that, we still had time on our hands so we went to the jetty. We saw a wild dolphin hunting for fish and a bird stood right in front of me without me even noticing. We then went back to meet the tour ldr. Went for dolphin feeding but didn't go to feed the dolphins. Then went for dinner and the day ended.

This was the sand dune.

The view!!! :D

Day 3:
Left Tangalooma early in the morning on the first ferry out. We then went straight to movie world.We didn't go on as many rides as I thought we would. I won't say how many because it's so little I'm ashamed. LOL. Thanks to my brother and the rain. But it was still fun in a way because we had a rather wonderful time there. Well, I had thanks to the wonderful Harry Potter shop. :D The day ended and we checked in to our Gold Coast hotel. We regret again because 4 can sleep in one room. and for the rest of the trip, the other room was used to dry raincoats,ponchos n umbrella.

Day 4:
Free day today! Went to Harbor Town factory outlets to shop. Spent nearly the whole day there. Well, until about 3 or 4pm. Lotsa bargains there but they were all for branded clothes. Mum bought like, over AUD500 of Polo Ralph Lauren clothes because they were really cheap. LOL. Once we got tired, we returned to the hotel and rested again before heading for dinner.

Day5:
Went to superbee today. Honey,bees,honey and bees. Well, and royal jelly. Then we went to Tropical fruit farm where we cracked macadamia nuts and visited animals. I fED A COW N SHEEP. It was kinda gross cos their tongues touch your hand when they feed from your hand. The tongues were slimy, warm, gross. Then we went for the catch a crab cruise,which was in New South Wales. I didn't know Brisbane was THAT close to NSW. Went Yabbie pumping, fishing etc.

Day 6:
Dreamworld. Was. Wonderful. Too. We went for more rides than in movie world here. My brother was insane. He wanted to take a ride on THE CLAW(Which I knew I'd die literally if i went for that). HE WANTED TO TAKE THE CLAW AND DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO TAKE A JUNIOR ROLLER COASTER? WTH?! Of course he wasn't allowed. LOL.

Day 7:
Woke up at like 5. Which was like 3am SG time. Went to the airport and came back! :D
We saw anth rainbow. Twice throughout the trip, we saw rainbows.

I guess this is goodbye, Australia.

2010-11-20T22:56:00.003+08:00

I keep getting reminded of that scene in suntec city. A man and his famiy walked past and his daughter dropped a coin on the floor. The grandma started looking for it. The man then lied to her that they found it already. He then told his wife," if you don't tell her that we found it already, she'll not leave."

I felt rather.... My grandmother, who also saw what happened, said," old people are like that. They value money. He shouldn't have treated her like that." i agreed with her.

Often, we take the old people at home for granted. We often don't know how to appreciate them. I try my best to be filial and a good granddaughter to my wonderful maternal grandparents. However hard I try, there will always be times when I will get irritated with them. I'd then try to keep calm. But sometimes, i do get rather aggitated. Still, I love them so much.

I'll always love you two no matter what. I pray that you'll always be in good health and stay safe. <3

2010-11-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

2010-11-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

I like this song a lot. Kate Winslet is very pretty and she has a very nice voice too.
Haiz, So many many many many many songs stuck in my head. I just forgot what song I wanted to listen after this song. Nevermind...

Goodness knows why but I am addicted to Waka waka by Shakira and a year without rain by Selena Gomez. I was watching Ramona and Beezus the other day and it was such a beautiful movie. Very sweet and well, of course there are sad parts...

OHOHOH!!!!!! I just remembered what song I wanted to listen to after What If by Kate Winslet. I want to listen to Firework By Katy Perry. I think that the MV is quite nice. A lil funny though, since fireworks just burst out from her body... I love the Bridge of the song. So nice. HEHEHE. Ok, I should stop ranting, I guess.

OH CRAP. THE VIDEO IS TAKING SO FREAKIN LONG TO UPLOAD.

Hopefully It's possible now.

2010-11-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just changed my blogskin. I think it's okay. It was the best I could find... :( I dun rly like the words being faded and all but it's still quite nice. :) I'm so tired. I guess I gotta turn in soon... Sigh. Life really sucks. The happiest moment is when I fall asleep and start dreaming about wonderful things. Perhaps that's why God gave us sleep... I gotta start going back to church. It's been lyk, a year already... But everytime when I feel like going, when the day draws nearer, I start having second thoughts. It's always like that. When we're planning to go out or something, after awhile, I dun rly feel like going already. I guess that's part of my laziness... But I rly hope I'll change. :(

Photoshop rocks!

2010-10-27T19:33:00.001+08:00

Haha! Played with photoshop today to do the thingy for the cambridge dinner. Haha, quite fun although i'm nt sure if it turned out nice but i'm quite proud of my handiwork.hopefully, i'll be able to make banners like brenda too! Haha. Although mine will be quite disastrous. Even if it turns out nice, hers will definitely be better! :)

I want to rmb

2010-10-24T22:13:00.001+08:00

Yst after photomarathon, had dinner with my mum and grandmother, both of whom i love so dearly. The feeling came on again. I just felt so... Esp when i held her hand and we walked together, joked and ate together. It has been a long time since i last felt that way. I rly rly want to rmb that feeling.

2010-10-17T09:43:00.001+08:00

Haha. I got nothing to do... It's so convenient to blog from my phone. Heh. I wanna change my blogskin but got no nice ones. Was hoping to find a maggie cheung ho yee one but dun hav. Haha. Sigh. Maybe i should just take a simple template and add in pictures myself. Then besides Maggie, i can have other pics! :D haha.

2010-10-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

Okay. I said to unlock my blog so yeah... Waiting for my show to load... :D BETTER HALVES! So long since I last watched it!!! HEHEHE! So HAPPY. Just finished watching Can't Buy Me Love. Waiting for Li Yan and the rest to finish watching so we all can talk about it! :D HEHEHEHE! SO MANY SHOWS TO WATCH! HERE GOES!

2010-10-05T12:58:00.001+08:00

Urgh. This sucks. So gonna fail physics... The paper was ultra hard! Eek!! Aiya, dun care alr, expected to fail somehow, anyway...

2010-10-01T15:14:00.001+08:00

Ahhh... Finally friday. Today didn't go that well though... I freakin left out q6 of amath paper and didnt realise until last min. Now, i can only hope and pray to God that i can pass the 100 marks paper aft losing 20 marks and the 80marks paper aft losing 23 marks... Hopefully, i'll get method marks... Enough ranting abt amath paper. Sigh... Chem and hcl on mon, physics on tues and wed.

2010-09-25T15:58:00.001+08:00

Haha! So happy. Now, i can post on my blog through my phone! Hehe. But this happiness is kinda shortlived... Having exams now... I'm rly rly scared tht i cannot finish memorising geog and studying chem... :( bye...

2010-08-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm going to unlock my blog but I don't think i'm going to start a new blog. Sorry Karen. I just don't have the time to go around telling people that I have a new blog and do stuff that a new blog needs. Anyway, i'll continue ranting here.

EOYs are in freakin 1 mth. CTs just ended last week and they gave us the schedule, YST. Life SUCKS. Seriously. I think that the saying about all work and no play will make _______ a dull girl/boy is coming true, with help by the exam schedule. Who has the freaking time to relax when we got so freaking much to study for RIGHT AFTER CTs? i think that it has been what, 1-2 mths since i last used the comp before I used it last Fri? Then soon, I won't be able to use the comp for another goodness knows how long.

We were taught to work hard then play hard. Now it seems like ALL WORK AND NO PLAY. I bet that soon, everyone will become robots, or people with no life in them. We have no time to relax,no time to play and how will there even be time to destress? So what are all those stuff they say about destressing for? Perhaps this is why there are so many people who are actually stressed out, so much so they do the wrong stuff. It's only because there's so much stress on us and so much stuff piled on us simultaneously, so much so we forgot that there's such a thing as destress, and that we simply don't have time to do that.

They always tell me what their childhood was like. What school was like for them. They HARDLY STUDIED. Instead of ALL WORK AND NO PLAY( like us now), it was ALL PLAY AND NO WORK(well, hardly any work) for them. Yet why is it that in just maybe about 20 yrs or less, it changed so much to ALL WORK AND NO PLAY? Enough ranting, I guess.

Anyway, LIFE JUST SUCKS, MAJORLY.

2010-04-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

I HATE HATE HATE RIS LOW. SHE SuCKS TO THE MAX! I'm so glad she kenna locked out of her fb acc.

Today's april fools! It was awesome! I haven't got enough of it yet.

Maths: something like last year's prank. :D We swopped class with 3A4. The maths teacher came in and talk for awhile. Then she realised something was wrong. Then she thought it wasn't her class. LOL. Then we went back.

Lit: We tweaked the clock such that when the school bell ring at 1.25, it would be 2pm on the clock, which was the end of lesson. So, at "2", we told our lit teacher that it was 2 alr and we needed to go. She was lyk, did I talk for that long? How long have I talked? that kinda thing. LOL. She looked a bit confused. We were kinda glad she got no watch. Then after a short while, she must've seen us laughing, giggling, am-chio-inge etc. She went to check the time on her comp then she know the prank alr. She even commend us on how well the prank was carried out. Mine and Rachel's idea. Came up with this together, piecing everything together so it would be perfect :D Of course, with help from the whole class to carry out everything successfully. LOL. It was fun today!

3A2 ROCKS MY SOCKS! LURV U GUYS!

2010-03-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
FOREVER 21 BOOTS ARE FREAKING AWESOME AND HOT AND SEXY AND I WANT THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!Well, not all, most since not all are that nice...EEEKEEEK!!!!!!! I WANT THEM BOOTS! ARGH! I'M GOIN CRAZY!I'VE NEVER WANTED BOOTS SO BADLY BEFORE!!!!! EEK! THEM ANKLE BOOTS ARE FREAKIN HOT!!!!!!!! KNEE HIGH BOOTS TOO!!!!

2010-03-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

Innocence by Avril Lavigne is so nice, and meaningful You should check out the lyrics. Posted it below. Anyway, exams sucks. Flunked 1 subject so far.... Thank God I passed the rest. No As though. The highest is a low B3. Sucks. I'm so gonna die when my parents see my results. *Cries* LOL. Loved my B'dae though. Thanks all for the pressies and wishes. Btw, Lynette, LURV UR COOKIES! LOL. Sigh...
Innocence is a really AWESOME AND NICE AND MEANINGFUL SONG!!! I think that it's much better than Taylor Swift's lyrics(no offense) but I still Lurv Taylor Swift! :D LOL. INNOCENCE is now my favourite song!

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

2010-03-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!! It's pretty freaky. I just read in the chinese newspapers that the three major earthquakes were in a sense linked together.
They put it in the form of a 3 x 3 table:
5. 1. 2. Sichuan earthquake(S)
1. 1. 2. Haiti earthquake(H)
2. 2. 7. Chile earthquake(C)
(S) (H)(C)

And the freakiest thing??? My cuz told me that apparantly, all 3 earthquakes happened on our family members' bdays. 12 may the sichuan quake was on my granddad's birthday, 12 jan was her father, my uncle's bday and 27 feb????? My birthday. Freaky much?????? Ttyl!

2010-03-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

Face, or mian zi in chinese, is what many of us chinese value A LOT. I'm no exception. So why did you just went on ranting about me being spoilt and rich in my face when it was mine abd i was just askig back what was originally what i got first?! Hello?! I'm sure you've whined about dirty spots on chairs bcos i've seen u whine( yes, u always whine) about dried bird shit on chairs. I WOULD sit on chairs with dried bird shit but not chairs with black unknown paste- y look alike thing. How would i know that it was actually 'flingable' ? But you just had to continue whining about me being spoilt just bcos i refuse to sit on the chair which i thought had black paste on when you urself dun even dare to sit on one with dried bird shit?! Now who's spoilt?!

2010-02-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

Ok. Locked my blog alr. I think. That means only 3 peeps can read currently :D yay! Changed blogskin and after locking my blog which means freedom of speech! YAY. Not much posting this time. Tmr's my b;day! Can't wait!

2010-02-06T16:19:00.001+08:00

Most probably gonna lock my blog soon. Banned from comp so this is just a quick post. I'm gonna lock my blog so if you still want to have access to my blog, just leave me a tag or email me or smth. thks.

2010-01-01T16:01:00.002+08:00

I have nothing better to do now. My bro is sitting beside me playing maple. I'm using the comp he is supposed to use since he is using my comp to play maple. In Genting now, at one of the LAN game places. Seeing that this comp cannot access maple, I shall blog. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone. I'm bored bored bored. I wanna go to the arcade now. I can hear the sound of the chugging rolling mine train VERY CLEARLY seeing that it's just behind me...YAwn... Wadda do? Idk...

2009-12-15T11:55:00.002+08:00

Came back from Australia a few days ago. Enjoyed the trip a lil but not the food. Well, here's what we did:

Day 1 (7th dec)
Flight from Singapore to Australia.

Day 2 (8th dec)
Reach Melbourne.
Went to pluck strawberries. Bcos it just rained, the place was super muddy and yucky. Had 5 boxes to pluck but I only plucked two. My family plucked the rest while I took pics. Hehehe...
Next, we went to the Abercrombe mazes. Had lunch there before we checked out the rose maze. Ultra nice, the roses. Then we went into the hedge maze. I didn't want to go in but they all went so I had to follow. Almost couldn't get out. Super scary lors.
Then we went to the winery where the adults tasted the wine and they showed us the barrels which wine was placed in for fermentation and the vineyard where grapes were planted.
After everything, we went to our hotel and checked in.

Day 3 (9th dec)
Morning call at 7.30 am aussie time. Went down for breakfast.
City tour next. We went to the parliament house first. It was really really nice. And magnificent. After the parliament house was St Patrick's Cathedral. It's the largest one in melbourne and it's really cool and nice. Next was the Shrine of rememberence. I liked that best. The scenery around there was really nice and if you look at my pics, the sky in the background is so nice it looks like it's fake but it's actually real. After that we went to the National Gallery of Victoria. Nothing much to see there. Then we went for lunch at some shopping centre. Should have eaten KFC...
Went to Penguin parade next. The penguins are in the wild and they are all so small and cute!!!!!!Couldn't take pics there but we went to this place near there and saw penguin holes so we took the pics there.

Day 4 (10th dec)
Free Day. Pretty boring day too.
Went to Victoria Market in the morning. Took the tram there. It was free and super fun! Only came back in the afternoon. Had sushi at the sushi shop downstairs. Not bad. After that, we went back to the hotel whilst the adults went to the casino. When they came back, they wanted to go for a walk so ha to follow. But the moment we went down, it started raining. So we bought cup noodles for dinner(yes, we resorted to that) and went back to the hotel. After dinner, we decied to go down again since it stopped raining but somehow, the moment we went down, it started raining again... Bought Spaniish donuts(ULTRA NICE) and fries from Lord of the Fires(Not bad too). Feel like eating the spanish donuts again...

Day 5 (11th dec)
Farm stay! Checked out of hotel after the breakfast then headed to this small town church where we met our hosts, Max. He drove us to his farm where his wife, Cathy, was making lunch for us! Had lunch there, not bad,pretty delicious. Then went for a tour around the farm. Pretty scary since the roads were steep and we were in a car traveling around the farm. There were cows, a donkey, wild rabbits and foxes. Of and I fed the chickens our leftovers from lunch. Cool rite? Then Max brought me for a ride on his tractor. I drove it back from the field where he got the hay role that was food for the cows in winter. SUPER COOL N FUN! DRIVING A TRACTOR!!<3 Then my bro went on and stayed there for 2 rounds... :( The garden was really nice. The farm house too! Really cosy. It was summer but still really cold. So they lit up the furnace and put firewood in. Cool rite? Then we rested before Max drove us out to the golf course where we saw lotsa Kangeroos!!!!!! After that, we headed back for dinner, that was really really delicious. Our hosts were really nice to us.

Day 6 (12th dec)
LAST DAY!!! Left the farm, met up with the rest of the tour groups. Went to Ballarat Wildlife park where we saw lotsa animals that were native to Aussie.Photos will be on fb soon! After that, we had lunch at this chinese restaurant before heading for the airport. On the way there, I made myself a pretty nice "bed" with two bus seats, a backpack and one bus seat rest. I lay down and started talking to the kids behind me. Then we reached the airport. Checked in, shopped abit, then went into the waiting area for the plane before boarding. Really happy to see Daddy wen we got back to SG!!!

2009-12-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

At Changi Airport now... Hav about 10min 10 s before this comp auto log me out. Waiting to board the A 380 now... :D Going to Melbourne!!!! Australia, here I come!!!!! Nothing much to do except blog... Perhaps I'll go fb and post smth for my status. :) BYE!

2009-12-06T11:08:00.000+08:00

1 More Day!!! About 34 more hrs to go!!!

2009-12-01T11:28:00.002+08:00

I'm SO ADDICTED TO TIK TOK BY KE$HA!

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

It's ultra nice!!!!!! Okay, anyways, it's been ages since i last blogged. I can't believe that there are only 6 more days!!!!! 6 days!!!!!! I so cannot wait!!!!!!YAY! Went to watch New Moon with my cuz on sat! It was ok... Went Prawning yst!!!!!!! Ultra Fun! I only caught ONE prawn... -_-''' I was the only one out of the three peeps who were prawning who dared to touch the bait. It looked like the heart we cut up...Anyway, the other two, my bro n cux asked my dad and gramps to help put the bait... I was the first one who got the prawn. I just put the bait into the water and causually pulled it back up for fun when I realised that it was tugging really hard and there was a prawn!!! So lucky rite... Put in then have alr... But that was my ONLY prawn for the 1 hr! So can you imagine me putting the bait in and waiting, take out, change bait... For 1 whole hour?!! LOL. My cuz super lucky la, caught three whlst my bro got 2. So altogether $30 for 6 prawns... 1 prawn $5. Then we brought the prawns back so my granny can cook. And in the end???!!! The one who caught the most prawns didn't eat the prawns... In fact, nobody dared to eat the prawns. Only me, my other cuz, my brother and some others ate. Not nice one. For normal prawns, we used to suck the head part thing but after prawning, we dun dare. You know why??? Bcos the bait they eat haven't digest yet so if we suck, not only high in cholesterol but we might suck in the bait too, which might be cut up earth worms for all you know. LOL. He even said that a long time ago when he and mummy went prawning, mum did that and sucked the bait in by accident. EWWWWW! HAHA

2009-11-19T08:27:00.002+08:00

ROFL! In sch having ultra stupid maths now. Pei Qi just plugged out the cable from the main switch instead of the computer to plug into Sheen Yu's laptop. How can you connect to internet like that?! ROFL! So sleepy. Had camp the past few days at aloha loyang chalet. it was ultra fun!

Day 1
Reached school at around 12.15. Went with Vivian to the mpr where Auntie Jenny or "mummy" opened the door for us. Waited for the rest to come before we set off to Aloha Loyang. Reached there, checked-in and they said cannot have camp so we changed it to "Gathering". LOL. Once we settled down in the chalet, we played some icebreakers! Then had orientation. Next was FREE TIME! We retreated to our rooms. After free time was dinner. Just before we set off for dinner, Joy came in a cab and at first,we thought she was auntie Jenny. LOL. And someone was like "Auntie..." ROFL. We went to downtown east for dinner. Ate at the food court before heading back to the chalet where we had worship and session one. After that was group discussion on the session and we broke into groups. By then, Auntie Jenny had already come. We then rearranged the sleeping arrangement and me and Val bunked in with auntie Jenny whilst the rest shared 2 rooms. Some of us then went to play card games! Learnt to play Tai ti and bridge. They played all the way late into the night. Went to sleep only at around 2 plus.

Day 2
Woke up at 5 am. Why? To see the meteor shower that Mr Ng and Mr Go told us about. In the end, we stayed in the backyard for 45 mins and saw nothing. Found out the meteor shower was on the morning of the third day instead when I got home from the chalet. Went back to sleep and woke up 5 min before reporting time. Managed to get ready in 5 mins. We had morning devotion. I was so tired I could not absorb what I was reading. Couldn't get further than the third paragraph. In the end, Val explained everything to me. Then we had breakfast. After that was worship and session 2. After session 2 was the ministry. It was really cool. We really encountered God when ua was praying for us. Everyone was crying. It was like tears just flowing naturally and I couldn't stop.No matter how much I wiped, the tears just kept flowing. After that, we had our own time alone with God before lunch. Me val n vivian went to our room where we talked about the ministry. ua sent the others to white sands first before coming back for us. We had lunch then went to buy milk tea, at the same time shopped for a bit. Met Charlene there. She bought chicken pie for us. We saw like all the oldies CDs were like 3 for $10!!!! Me and Val wanted to buy. When we went back to the chalet, we had dirty games! After it was set up, we played dog n bone on soapy n wet mat! Ultra fun. after that was Baby n Nanny that was ultra dirty. I was the nanny so I had to make food for the baby. Had to use bare hands to spread mayo on the bread, soak it in water then throw it to the baby!!!!! yuck! but fun! then we had territory war! WATER BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<<
Day 3
Overslept for 1/2 hr!!! Argh!!! But nvm, we weren't the latest. We let the rest sleep til 9.Had breakfast then grp photos! Had lotsa fun! Then we went back to pack up and clean up the place. We then had lunch and then icebreakers. Then it was time to go home...

Had lotsa fun at the camp! It was ultra fun! So tired now....